pretty smile

sick

have you felt so sick and tired of shit?
this feeling sucks and it's 100 times worse than Os.
and guess what? this is not even As.
heck. not even prelims.
midyears.

dealing with politics sucks. having to put up a front, be somebody who you aren't or being unable to be who you really are out of fear, sucks. there're so few people I can be myself with and I don't even get to meet them so often now. yes there are such people in school but still, school happens. and everyone's only concerned with themselves.

sigh, crazy tired. I really don't need to deal with all this... God help me please :-(